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[24 Feb 2005|07:54pm] |
When a GIRL is quiet,
Millions of things are running in her mind.
When a GIRL is not arguing,
She is thinking deeply.
When a GIRL looks at you with eyes full of
questions,
She is wondering how long you will be
around.
When a GIRL answers "I'm fine" after a
few seconds,
She is not at all fine.
When a GIRL stares at you,
She is wondering why you are lying.
When a GIRL lays on your chest,
She is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a GIRL calls you everyday,
She is seeking for your attention.
When a GIRL wants to see you everyday,
She wants to be pampered.
When a GIRL says "I love you",
She means it.
When a GIRL says that she can't live
without you,
She has made up her mind that you are
her future.
When a GIRL says "I miss you",
No one in this world can miss you more
than that
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[24 Feb 2005|06:09pm] |
There is no room in my body for anything but you.
My arms love you, my ears adore you, my knees shake with blind affection.
My mind begs you to ask it something so I can obey.
Do you want me to crawl? I will crawl.
I will be quiet for you or sing for you.
Anything there is that I can do for you, I will do.
Anything there is m in my body for anything but you.
My arms love you, my ears adore you, my knees shake with blind affection.
My mind begs you to ask it something so I can obey.
Do you want me to crawl? I will crawl.
I will be quiet for you or sing for you.
Anything there is that I can do for you, I will do.
Anything there is that I cannot do, I will learn to do.
OMG. Okay, yesterday, Sam and I had to make this link thingy outta a half a sheet of paper and 1 piece of tape.
We were like "Um this is super gay" So we did a half ass job and talked the whole time.
Then we hadda put it in between these metal links and 2 people pulled them to see whos's lasted longest.
There were 13 groups and we won outta all of them.
We were super fuckin surprised.
Damn see how much we over achieve!:-D
So today was a weird day. It wasn't bad tho.
I'm sick of bullshit drama that has nothing to do with me.
If you're gonna do something that you don't want other people to talk about...
Here's an idea: Don't fucking do it.
Today I was reading through me and Caroline's notebook from frosh year.
I really miss that hooker.</3
It's funny how much happened in such a little amount of time.
We both fell in love.
And we both got our hearts broken.
I think the day she moved I lost all real hope of anything ever being good in my life again.
Cuzz a month later, Matt moved too. And life just sucked.
And then I met Dale...
And I had a new best friend. Someone I could tell anything to, And who wouldn't judge me or rat me out about things.
I love him to death. I don't know what I'd do without him but I'm so glad he's my best friend.
I can't lose him. I won't let it happen.
A little later, I got Matt back...
Hmm something to be super happy about right?...
At 4th blok I was with Ashley, Austin, Miles, And Tammy.
That's always fun.
We talked about Hawaii. HAHAHAHAHA.
Miles told us a story about the beach in Hawaii.
Haha That was the funniest shit ever.
So we drew a picture of it. LMAO.
We hung out with Ryan at lunch today.
We had sex conversations.
But then again, When don't we?
Hahaha...Funniest part of my day:
Ryan: I knew this guy who got his dick pierced and it got all swollen and shit
Me: Would you ever get your dick pierced?
Ryan: No, only cuzz it's too small.
LMFAO. That shit was so fucking funny.
I just love Ryan so much.
Ohh Shit! He got a hair cut and he's lookin pretty dank:-)
Oh Yea! A couple days ago, I met this boy.
He's a senior and he's pretty cute.
His name is Jordan. And he goes to Umm...Grossmont I think.
Hmm I dont know. But I do know he said I'm pretty and asked me out on a date. LOL.
Oh shit. Haha. We'll see about all that...
I'm so bored and tired right now.
I think I'm take a nap before Matt calls.
I love you all. Not the bitches tho.
And not the people who are mean. (Yea Matt..You're mean lol)
oxoxox
[**M.e.L.i.S.s.A**]<3
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[19 Feb 2005|09:11pm] |
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If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today? If you’re
not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way? If you are not
mine then why does your heart return my call? I never know what the
future brings, But I know you are here with me now. We’ll make it
through, And I hope you are the one I share my life with. I don’t want
to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand. If I’m not made
for you then why does my heart tell me that I am? If I don’t need you
then why does your name resound in my head? If you’re not for me then
why does this distance maim my life? I don’t know why you’re so far away, But I know that this much is true, We’ll make it through.I pray in you’re the one I build my home with. I hope I love you all my life.
Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away.
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand
today ‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right, And though I can’t be with you tonight, You know my heart is by your side.
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| xXLyNdZ 007Xx: i will never forget that one <--That Makes 2 Of Us. |
[19 Feb 2005|06:27pm] |
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Okay, Lyndsey is wonderful. If you all didn't know.
And she is a pretty bomb cheerleader too. I gotta give her props for that shit.
Today at her competition..She was soo good. I saw Karli and Beki too:-)
Lyndsey's cheer team is bomb as fuck tho. Faster then SCHS Cheer too. Haha
So yesterday Me and Lyndsey hung out at Skool which is always awesome.
And then her mom picked us up and we went to Albertsons.
I saw Sheila :-D And Ashley and Woodza...Haha. Me and Lyndsey bought 3 things of ice cream...
And a whole oreo pie thingy. Then we went to Blockbuster and rented The Grudge and IT.
Hahaha. We saw Tyler P there too.
Mmmm then we went to Lyndseys house...Far the fuck in Jamul. Shitt...That place was wayy the fuck out there. Haha.
Then we did her chores And I looked at the pigs and chickens..
And then we went to visit with our Emu...His name is Oscar. I love him.
Me and Lyndsey bought him. Hes ugly. But we love him much.
Then we went inside and talked online and had fun with the computer. I made her listen to KMK. She loves it. 8-)
Uhh Afterwards we uhh...Oh! we got all pretty and we were gonna camera
whore but my camera was all fucked up..(that shit was funny) and
Lyndseys camera had no batteries. I told her to put them in the
refridgerator. (<--Like my spelling?) She was laughing super hard...but in the morning they
were all recharged. Just like I told her :-)
Hmm After that we watched IT...that movie is awesome...Then we talked
to Willy hahahahah "Hey baby" lmao Lyndsey he STILL doesnt know that
was me.
Then we got tired and watched the gruge in bed but we fell asleep.
Lyndsey stole Matts SRH hat sticker and shirt!
( ..How come I didn't get a damn chocolate chip?.. )
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| *At Skool* |
[18 Feb 2005|01:12pm] |
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Mmm kk so I really am sittin here in the library with Karli! :-)
I really hate this keyboard. Haha I am listening t kmk right now.
So in an hour n a half I get to go to my loverz house and we are gonna rent movies and camera whore and everything like that.
Haha I just love her.
Samantha Till is such a good friend. I really love her.
Xan makes me laugh alot. I really like her. Im glad I have classes with her.
I miss social dance alot.
Today I helped Alex with her Timeline and ABC book. She is gonna get such a bombass grade on that shit.
Tomorrow I get to watch Steele Canyon cheer in a competition.
Karli Beki Jessica and all those hotties :-D
So today I walked over to find Karli and i ran into Whitney and Jason...
Jason wasn doin sum crazy shit with his legs..
I was like wtf r u doing
And Whitney sed he was showing her how he rides.
LMAO. I was laughing so freaking hard. That shit was sooo funny.
This library is really quiet. I dont like the silence.
Karli makes me laugh. She goes out with Matt.
They are such a freaking cute couple. Congrats Kar. You got a really good guy and I know you 2 will last a while :-D
Katherine and Dale...I'm happy for you guys too. I hope everything works out with you two :-)
Me and Samantha made up a Holiday. Since my birthday is April 26th and hers is August 24th we decided March 25th was a good day to have it.
I am excited for my birthday in April. Im gonna be 16 :-p Yesssss!!! 8-)
My mom already bought me my present. Its a necklace. Its so pretty. But I have to wait 2 more months for it. :-/
I wonder what else I'll get.
Today Me and Lyndsey are mailing Matt his SRH stuff to him.
And I get my stuff from him! :-D
Haha. The SRH stuff is so hott tho. We just don't wanna see it go.
Lyndsey looks hott in his hat.
She is obsessed with the kmk song "rest of my life"
Babe, dont worry...Thats the song that got me and Caroline obsessed with KMK too.
Matt had that shit playin and we got obsessed.
And then Willy had it playn and you're obsessed too.
Omg. We get to see our emu Oscar today. Im gonna feed him.
Okay this is a long entry.
I love you. Muahz.
Lyndsey Matt Dale And Samantha I dont know where I'd be without you guys.
oxoxoxoxo*Melissa<3
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Mmm Today was a really good day.
And so was yesterday actually.
I love school now.
Today I hung out with Josh Burns. Haha for the first time in so long.
I pointed out this girl who I thought lived in a nudest colony.
And he called her over to ask her.
She said she does. It was an interesting conversation.
It was kinda nice talking to him and chillin with him.
Hmm I hung out with Lyndsey today. That's always fun.
We took pics of us snorting shit. Lmao. That shit was good.
I'm going to her house this weekend. Haha. Ohhh Shit. Chillin in Jamul. Hahaha.
Mmmm Saturday is gonna be alotta fun.
And Sunday I'm supposed to party with Justine And Sam.
Umm Lyndsey saw the SRH stuff I bought for Matt.
That hooker tried to steal it! Hahaha THEIF!!
"Run, Bitch, Run!" --Haha Me being almost late to 1st blok again today. No suprises there.
I wrote Lyndsey Matt and Dale really pretty letters at 4th blok. Haha.
Uhh I got a job today! Well I'm pretty sure cuzz the guy was like "I'll be calling you tomorw to give you you're hours..."
So I'm guessing that means I'm hired! :-D
Yay! Well Thats all for now.
[oxoxoxox]
*MeLiSsA* :-*
...the.mistake.has.already.been.made...
.*.* I wish i had anger to keep me going but all i got our these thoughts of you, memories in mind, and im biting my tongue, some days i dont even feel alive.*.*
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[14 Feb 2005|05:45pm] |
Holt2442: well ur right but i give u full permission to beat her ass and what not if it does happen
iwantyou DUH x3: I dont need permission
iwantyou DUH x3: I need a fucking gun
Holt2442: lol sick
Haha, When I reread that, I start laughing. Hahaha. That shit was so funny.
<3 MeLiSsA**
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| *...BaCk tO ThE DaYz WhEn nOtHiNg EfFeCtEd Us....YoU'rE mY bEsT fRiEnD.* |
[12 Feb 2005|08:01pm] |
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Sometimes in life you meet people who mean more than anything in the world to you. And you think there will never be a time that they aren't there for you or with you. And then you realize you are wrong. Remember the ONE fight we ever got into? Seems like such a stupid thing to get mad about. Remember all our jokes? And how much you trusted me? And everything I told you? And how much we helped eachother? Remember all the fun we had? And the great conversations we had? REMEMBER!? No...I don't think you do. "I'm always gonna be here for you Melissa...no matter what..Anything you need"........
Yea FUCKING Right.
I wish I could hate you so fucking bad.
But I know I can't...
I can't believe you're doing this...
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| Haha That's Hott |
[12 Feb 2005|12:01pm] |
I just gotta get you all alone
Have you to myself
Tell you my secret
This one secret is just for you
Don’t wanna tell the whole world
Gotta get you to myself
Show you what I can do
Show you I can make you happy
Cause I got some secret fantasies
When I’m around you
A whole different side of me
Wants to take over and break the rules
Up down turn around face me
Show me all your secret fantasies
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| Lmao. I lOvE my LyNdSeY!!! |
[11 Feb 2005|09:16pm] |
xXLyNdZ 007Xx: lol im married to the drummer because he is beyond gorgeous
iwantyou DUH x3: lmao
xXLyNdZ 007Xx: yes i divorced willy
iwantyou DUH x3: haha oh yea?
iwantyou DUH x3: when did that happen?
xXLyNdZ 007Xx: yes to be with him
xXLyNdZ 007Xx: umm right now
iwantyou DUH x3: lol
xXLyNdZ 007Xx: he doesnt know aboout it though
iwantyou DUH x3: mm lyndseys a pimp
iwantyou DUH x3: she has 2 husbands
xXLyNdZ 007Xx: hahah fersure
xXLyNdZ 007Xx: its how i roll..u should no that
iwantyou DUH x3: I have one.
iwantyou DUH x3: His name is Matthew James
iwantyou DUH x3: And he is MINE
iwantyou DUH x3: and if a bitch comes near him
iwantyou DUH x3: I will fucking SHOOT her
xXLyNdZ 007Xx: my number one is William Edward
iwantyou DUH x3: n if a bitch comes near him..
iwantyou DUH x3: you can shoot her
xXLyNdZ 007Xx: yes i know, hahahaha SHOOT A BITCH
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| It's been so fucking long J... |
[11 Feb 2005|10:30am] |
Date: Thu, 10 Feb 2005 11:57:55 -0800 (PST)
From: "Jeremy Benett" <numberonepimp01@yahoo.com>
To: x3meli0x0x@yahoo.com
hey beautiful, i know it's been a really long time
since we talked and i know i just left you without
saying anything. i want you to know that i miss you
and i still love you so much. i think about you
everyday and i hope things are going well for you.
valentimes day is coming up and i was hoping that
since last year you liked matt this year you would be
my valentine. its nice to have someone you love as
your valentine. i promise ill call you soon. things
are sort of crazy though. the real reason i am writing
is because for my birthday this year i was given 2
tickets for a cruise over spring break. i think it
starts on march 30th for a week and i was hoping you would come
with me. i love you so much and i miss you and really
wanna spend time with you. bye baby. stay beautiful.
happy v day and i hope we talk soon. email me back $$J$$
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| I love Matt Bell. |
[10 Feb 2005|07:09pm] |
0x0x: promise me ill never lose you
151: i dont have to cuz that wont ever happen
I Love You SO Much Matthew James Bell.
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[09 Feb 2005|05:54pm] |
Ohhh Yea. The best part of my day...Was during 2nd blok..
Mr. Gideon numbered us off to be in 9 groups of 3..
And guess who was in MY group?!
ERIC!!!! ( SO FUCKING HOTT!) and Marty.
Hahaha. The 2 hottest guys in our class.
Haha. You know you were jealous Sam.
All those Fuck you's that you were mouthing me kinda tipped me off 8-)
Hahaha. I love you!
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[09 Feb 2005|05:02pm] |
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Mmmm Today was a good day.
Actually ever since Monday, everyday has been pretty great.
I bailed on all that fuckin drama. I'm so sick of it.
Dale is still my best friend. Thank God.
I was like freaking out. I can't lose him as my best friend.
Lies are dumb. Don't lie to people you care about.
Hmm. I love my KMK Cd. :-D It makes me smile.
I have alot on my mind today.
Things I can't talk about to anyone really.
Mostly, because I don't trust anyone.
That's kinda sad if you ask me.
I have alot of friends. Not to be conceited.
But the fact is, I can't trust any one of them completely.
Because whether or not you know it...I know all of you have either talked shit about me (and you think I don't know)
Or you have fucked me over. Sad isn't it?
Maybe I'm not a good enough person for people to actually be trustworthy too. I dunno.
I am who I am. And I don't think I can change.
Either you like me or you don't.
That isn't the stuff I've had on my mind. It was just something I was thinking about right now.
Okay, Now onto other things:
When you didn't believe me, that hurt more then anything I've ever dealt with before.
My trust was in you 100 percent. That's more then anyone else has my trust.
And when you didn't even bother listening to me, that just hurt.
You don't understand how much I...
Yea nevermind. I'll just stop now. Cuzz it's not like you'd care anyway.
So there's a 3 day weekend this weekend. Usually I'd be super excited for it.
But, I'm not really syked for it. Hmm It's weird.
It's like, When you hang out with people on the weekends, they are so fucking fake.
They act like they are you're friends, and then during the week they just talk shit and cause drama for you.
So what's the point of hanging out with people on the weekends?
Whatever, I get to see KINGSPADE this weekend. Which is kickass.
And then I dunno what.
That's funny how people lie, and get caught in a lie.
Like, Why the fuck would you lie if you knew you were gonna get caught.
Don't tell someone something that you know they are gonna ask the other person about.
And then you know it's gonna fucking come back to you.
And YOU'RE gonna get into some shit for LYING about it.
That's what bitches do.
And it's super fucked up.
</3 *Melissa*
{{I am everything you want. I am everything you need. I am everything
inside of you, that you wish you could be. I say all the right things,
at exactly the right time. But I mean nothing to you and I don't know
why.}}
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